I have been away for a while wrestling with what I want to do with this blog. Mostly I want to be honest, but it won't be pretty. It's terrifying to lay out your guts in such a permanent way - makes my palms sweat actually. Not that I'm an axe murder, but I have a husband with MS that I have very conflicted feelings about, and if I use this venue to sort them out I will be raw and exposed, all masks and pretenses down. In other words, you will see into me in a way I can't see for myself, and I don't know if I'm quite ready for that going on the physical reaction I'm having just writing this little intro. So, I think I'll wait a bit, but I will defiantly be back.

Thanks for reading.