December 16, 2006 - The Morning After
Still feeling shell shocked. Wavering between thinking"What good will anything do?" and "What can I do about this?"
Haven't talked to God yet. I'm very in my head.
I resent M. and her grateful jag. It's not that easy, or maybe it is. Why am I resisting it? Don't I want to get better? Do I feel my fate is already sealed? Sorta.
I'm tired this morning and feel empty...not much spunk. I want to nap, but no time today.
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